Hungry and not sleepy.

Day and night are contrast to each other. So are my today events. I was very sleepy during the day (emphasis: SLEEPY) and now, I'm heavily awake.
Totally opposite from yesterday's night.

Whatever. ( <-- this word has some bad memories within it. I used to refrain myself from using this word and hearing it being said, but hey! I'm over it now :D)

21:31 and one bar of battery left. When will it run out?

I wanna type more but I don't have any idea. -_-"
Oh yeah, tommorow is casual clothes day for JIS, a charity event to raise money for the victims of the Haiti earthquake. I think I'm going to wear my white shirt and jeans, but I'm not sure about my footwear...

21:38, still with one bar left. I want to recharge the battery soon so I can have peaceful slumber! T_T

Right now I'm listening to Reason by Fonogenico, the first ending theme of xxxHolic.

The muscle in my right arm still hurts from tennis. I was trying to learn topspin serve last week, but what I got from there was a slice serve. Yes, a solid but not powerful slice serve. Gotta use that as my second serve.

Shichihentakki Shijou Shugi by Kotoko is in my ears~ I love the song! XD

Anyway, back to tennis, I want to improve my backhand slice return technique which I discovered last week too - one that can put heavy sidespin on the ball regardless what kind of shot I play. So far I can do it with drop shot only.

21:55, low battery warning, and time to recharge!

I'm tired from typing. Oyasumi nasai.

Early morning...

I really do not know. I slept early last night, but when I woke up an hour ago, my body felt tired. And currently it still is.

I thought to myself: are my dreams related to this body soreness?
I just had two dreams running in my sleep. They might be unrelated to each other. Hahah.

2010. I never really care about the figures.

And yeah, I forgot to tell that I'm a student at Jerudong International School. Cheers (as Ian usually says).

This feelings! XD

Oh no. 2010. Crap.

Random say: I really, really admire her. Beautiful.

Reality: This world is cruel, but fair. It is a fate to be able to meet her, but then she seems to be a punishment for me.

We are quite the opposite of each other, physically. I'm not sure about mentally, though. (Western and Eastern collide, wow...)

Here I am, sitting on my bed, thinking about her as I type. I don't want to go wishy-washy here (no 'jiwang' please...), I just wanted to tell this for my own sake. Who knows, whether my feelings change, just like the past. Whether my feeling of love is something that just passes by my eyes.

I can never know what genuine love feels like.

P.s. I do know the love of families and friends. :D

First post for JIS!

The social night event is fun! XD

(Sorry, no pics :p)

Oh, wow. Is it true? O_o

It has been long since I last write anything here. Ramadhan is greeted at this time of year, so happy fasting to you all.

Since I'll be leaving MD for JIS, below is a short fictitious story of my last day at MD. Enjoy.

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Tomorrow was the last day for him. He dropped his head on the wooden desk, and was thinking.
'The transition period is crucial for me to meet her...'
He then closed his eyes and prayed for his wish to come true.

The next day, during the transition period between lessons...

She was about to go upstairs, when somebody - her classmate for the next lesson - called her name from above. "Yes?"
The male halted for a brief second, as if to tell her something necessary, but then he let out a smile and said few words very calmly to her, and went away after that.

She stopped momentarily, trying to digest those words, but she shook her head and continued to her class. As soon as she was settled in the class, she was looking for 'that' classmate, thinking if he was joking about what he had said to her earlier.

The teacher then came into the class. "So there is one less pupil here," he said.
The class raised an eyebrow.
He then pointed out to the empty chair in front of him. "He's leaving."

At that instant, those same few words replayed back in her head. She did not know what to do.

"I like you."

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Well... Sweet story! XD

Untitled post. I'm bored of this un-'social' event.

H1N1, get it?

I want to continue my story from where I left in the last post. Here it is:

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A pair of black gleaming spheres. The flowing crimson hair. The radiating cream skin. A sense of elegance and beauty, with a streak of childish cuteness. She was two years younger than him - his pledged junior. "Um, my sensei..." she muttered, trying to give the answer to him.

"What's with your sensei?" he raised an eyebrow.

"My sensei..." Kagura then put up a haunted face and emitted some kind of shady aura - in a comical way. "She... Won't let... Us out until... We finished five-pages essay in one hour..." She dropped her head on Fai's shoulder, fully exhausted.

The male smiled. "Come on, I'll walk you home. Your father might be waiting," he said, gently pushed her from behind with his arm that was still around her shoulders. She sighed and went with his flow.

"Kagura, look up," he told her. "It's this time of the year."
She looked up. Thousands of crystal white flakes glided down from the grey sky.

"White... Snow... It's so pure," she gazed at the serene view. "I wonder if my Ka-san was of these adjectives before."

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Rising Death @ Seiiku-Shouten

The H1N1 flu is at it again. No school for one week.

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Enjoy my short fic.

The evening was getting colder. Frosty wind swept the prestige site of the Black Range Institution, sending those shivering chills to anyone who was outside at the moment.

"Achoo!" a male sneezed due to the change in temperature. He then tightened his black uniform blazer around his body, hoping to lessen the sudden coldness he was experiencing. Bless me, he thought. Leaning on one of the pillars standing firmly on the main campus ground, he still waited there for somebody - his kouhai. He took out his mobile phone, taking note of the time. It's already ten minutes late, where is she?

"Whoa, Fai-senpai, I never thought you do like mobile chatting."

Huh? He then glanced to his right, quite surprised to see the cute female student he was waiting for. He put back the device into his pocket and wrapped his right arm around her shoulders. The girl obviously shocked by her senior's action. "Se- Senpai?"

"I never liked 'net chatting before and now... And why are you late?" he casually spoke to her. "Something happened, Kagura?"
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An excerpt from -RE:Incarnation- .

Ten Secrets that MD's NYDP1-H 09/10 doesn't want you to know.

#1 - He likes to shuffle.
#2 - Shoujo-ai/Yuri animes... O.o
#3 - He is not what he is.
#4 - Has the goddamn fear of public-speaking.
#5 - Soft spot for cute plush toy animals.
#6 - "I HATE FREAKIN' HORROR MOVIES!" is what he's trying to say.
#7 - Fear of blood. >_>
#8 - 70% male and 20% female. The other 10% goes to others.
#9 - Popping sORt of Noob? (Haha, kinda stupid)
#10 - Has a thing of Japanese girls. XD

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I'm just bored... Nevertheless useful. :D

The projected Hell of this year of 2009

Hello there after so much neglecting my precious 'blogg'. Well duh, my life is still in a mess at this time.

Events occured:

- Going to SMSO and get a helluva of 'raging' orientation, nevertheless I liked it.

- Three (long...) days after that, received information that the transfer was a success. But hey, the letter said the transfer was successful a week before school had started, not three days after that!

- And in the afternoon of the same day, my sis and I zoomed to MD with our belongings, registered ourselves there with the teachers in a hurry-panic situation, quickly got accepted in respective dorms, and wala~ instant distant-living away from home sweet home.

- The next day after that (Thursday), early wake-up, early to school, early to Admin Block, early to settle confusing matters. The day was very long, it was like three days squeezed into one. Paid the total registration fee of whooping B$190 (for me, B$50 is a lot already) to the respective BE tutors (a.k.a. the 'homeroom' teachers) of my sister and I. The cost covered our school fees, ECAs, sports shirts, bags, orientation folders, etc. Then after that was orientation talk, which I considered counterproductive when compared to SMSO's orientation. And yeah, that day was also MD's last orientation. Lackluster beginning I guess.

- Lunch gone past after 12 noon, and dinner gone by at 17.45. Then a mass Maghrib prayer at the dorm's surau with the other BEs and AEs. Further orientation for the hostelites went on and then gone to sleep raw, that is, without mattress and pillow. Just plastic sheet cover.

- Friday was just as usual as any other high school dorms in Brunei. We had our Friday prayer at the Jangsak mosque. Later in the afternoon most of the hostelites went to the Mall. End of dorms' orientation.

- Saturday, the first day of real school day. Luckily I was experienced enough to know the block system (thanks SMSO) but then, the college is very large. Most of the classes are situated in the two-storeys, huge figure-8 building. Lost and confusion were common for the new students during that day. Again, that single day felt very long. Went home and then back again on Sunday afternoon due to Maulidur Rasul the next day. Then went home again for the prize presentation on Tuesday and went back to MD AGAIN in the same afternoon. Tiring.

- The few school days went on with most BEs saying "What do you want to apply?", "Kau jadi 'Waidep' (YDP, hehe) eh!", "Interested in prefects?", etc. Unfortunately, the hostelites needed at least two MPs. Therefore, I chose to take MP role of YDP (very ambitious thinking indeed, for I who originally wanted to take the role of IT-P prefect). And yes, there's kendo for ECA.

- Midnight of Friday/Saturday. The legend has it that there are many traditions of MD's dorms that had been passed from one generation to the next. I was caught off-guard by it - the tradition of compound-ing. Definition: BEs stand in the middle of the centre-hollowed building, while the AEs trampling from above and shutting the BEs off with all kinds of harsh statements. Pretty hectic I can say, 'cause I cried of feeling guilty. Ahem, no mistake. I CRIED while apologizing to the AEs. Ah, such cruelty of primitive origin. Saturday's morning was normal (with some quiet calamity raging in the hearts of people affected by it), until midnoon - where I caused another 'stupid' commotion. Gee, I never thought that my heart and emotions can be wavered very easily. Tears came out (again, what kind of man am I?). The 'Brothers' came into my room, and I was 'comforted'. Kinda embarassing when I think about it again. Last but not least, I skipped my very first ECA of the year - kendo. BUT I ACTUALLY DON'T WANT TO! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF THAT *&^%$#@! TRADITION!

- After most (not all) disputes were settled, another week (the final week of the term) struck by normally. Intereviews were held, futsal tournaments were played, and the X-Files were told. Sure - nervous, tiring and creepy.

- And so to this day. My SE W850i is quite hopeless right now, malfunctioning every now and then, hence the delay of precious updates. I just NEED a new mobile phone...

P.S: Sorry, no pictures from MD yet.

Happy 'short' holidays.

Cool~ ^_^

Yo there.

Since only two papers left (Chemistry 1 and 2, both on upcoming Monday next week), I want to type lots and LOTS of text. (Only if I survive the 'typing')

First of all - the Add. Maths 2 paper my friends and I had this morning. Honestly I want to say that it was much easier than the first paper - and I'm confident that I may get grade 3 or possibly 2 for my Paper 2. I don't know about overall papers though, the results may be worst than expected. Let's hope that will not happen. Amin.

But still, the fear of not getting what I 'should' achieve is still dwelling in my thoughts. I admit that [I REALLY DON'T STUDY] during these 'O' Level days, therefore leading to being haunted by 'that' thought, but I don't want it to ruin my freedom and holidays when the exams are over. Deserve or not to deserve...

I don't want to think about it anymore. Let's move forward.

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By the way, I'm too tired right now, so no LOTS of text to see. Plus it's already 22:25.

'Night.

The Blogg Post

You see the pic above?

Yeah, I know it. It's my beloved blog. Itself is already interesting to talk about. Oh, don't mind me, I'm just bored after all.

This 'blogg' was created last year, somewhere in the month of October (at least that's what I know) when I was so perplexed by events going around me. BUT, it was all thanks to my SE W850i for making it happening. I just can't resist the 'Blog this' button in the picture's Options.

Once in a while, this blog received some updates. Usually minor. Days went past and eventually New Year arrived. It was after several months (this month) I'd decided to give a personal touch to the site. And tada~! There it is, being renovated with every help I get from many sources.

But hey, that doesn't it'll stop just like that. There are some more plans to liven up my beloved 'blogg'.

For the goodness of this site.

Night~!

Mmm... Morning chocolate~

Dear blogg,

~I missed you~



Whatever. It's not like I can't see my blog in a few days. Anyways, let's take a look for the happenings today:

Early AM.
I've finished Myself; Yourself anime! *Sob* The ending was not very satisfying at all. I expect to see the ending with an impact, but no, it turned me down. Grr, the plotlines were very well-developed after all. I even prepared myself thoroughly to watch the last two episodes. *Sob*

Mid-AM.
This is when I *munch* and *bite* my C'dbury choc. Weird, I should have a proper breakfast. Hm~ Hm~ I'll add more after the day's over.

Mid-AM. (Continuation)
Ah, the pleasure of eating roti telur. Had two pieces just now. Got to watch Shounen Onmyouji.

PM. (Until now)
Ugh... The almost-nothing-to-do afternoon nearly killed me from boredom. Luckily the SO series accompanied me during the enduring moment. Guh, I wanted to play b-ball that afternoon but restricted due to strong gale. Evening came by slowly, I had an overload serving of rice on my plate. Yes, I'd finished it all, but it left me a 'weird-feeling' tummy, which I still have it now. Even a cup of milk can't neutralize it.

Yawn~ I'm tired from the boredom, so I'll end this now. By the way, the DoS (Days of Serenity) is completed about 74%. Must finish it tomorrow.


Note: Waj, I'm trying to find the Golden Boy manga. Added: Waj, are you sure you want that manga??? It's kinda weird for me, though...

Fresh and Tasty...

Ahh... Here I'm for a proper blog-typing. Recently there's so much happening around me. But hey, at least my blog gets a wicked Fresh and Tasty... renovation.

AM.
Holy yeah, I forgot to mention that I'm on holiday. Or did I already mention it last time?
This morning there was nothing worth of talking about. But to say at least, I downloaded a couple of Shounen Onmyouji episodes and a new anime to watch; Special A. Gosh, Hikari looks a lot cuter than she is in the manga.

Transition AM-PM.
This was the time I drooled over my father's PC. Nope, I didn't do that. I found myself customizing this blog template in such great details. This was all thanks to Amanda and her Bloggerbuster.com site for the great tutorials. Completed roughly around 4pm.

Late PM.
After I finished modding this blog, I was not surprised that my body need a good fresh air. So there I went cycling outside (after hassling and fighting with my bicycle's chains) and made a so-so discovery while I was adventuring.

I found a basketball court!

Therefore tomorrow morning I'll be off to test the court.

Now.
I'm waiting for my dinner to get cool, so I'll leave for now.

Itadakimasu~! *Munch*

Latest: ~Gochisosama deshita~! I had full serving today!

Chess Opening and glasses

Hello there, sorry for the wait~ Yesterday I got into a situation where I had to end my day late (of course, today's different) and slept late, so there's no post for the day yesterday. Done here, let's go for the entry!

Early AM.
Damn, I slept in till 4am today, so no Myself; Yourself for me today... T_T But I got myself another anime to watch - Spice and Wolf. Great animation.

School hours.
Lemme check. Hmm... So far there's nothing special today; normal English class, Bio practical, scratchin'-head Geo and nearly-snoozed Physics.
Beaten Swee P.D. in chess.

Rest of the day.
Afternoon: sleep
Evening: watched Shounen Onmyoji
Night: downloading SO
Right now: typing and listening to music (duh, what else can I do right now?)

I guess these'll cover all today's topics. And one more:

Yesterday.
Unmiraculously, I forgot.

'Night~! *Yawn*

Today's song: Waltz by Suneohair

The 'Bear'

Evening~! I'm here again. Hehe... Let's get straight to the point:

Early AM.
Uhh... I woke up again very early this morning. Watched the 3rd episode of Myself;Youself. Geez... The main character is sure dense. How come he didn't realise his friend's feelings? *Sigh*

School hours.
Nothing extraordinary today, except - WE WERE GIVEN a somewhat tedious WORK FOR US TO DO FOR THE REST OF OUR LIF- I mean SCHOOL YEAR! And I don't seem can do all of them. *Sigh* I guess I have to believe in myself to do them.
Beaten Ray for the first time in chess. *Hurray*

The rest of the day.
I'd completed Vol. 4 of Shinshi Doumei Cross and Vol. 3 of Special A today. So there will be plans to download the other volumes and chapter in the next few days.
Fiction updates: I thought of creating another story with very structures. It'll be around 10 to 13 chapters. Short-span is the key here. It's about the life of Nicholas Rhode and his annoying brother who lived in Japan (don't know of exact area yet) as transfer students. Yes, it'll revolve around school-life/romance themes. Let me remind myself of the stories I've been involved with:-

Affections High: Arc Series - The Romance of Schools and Swords
Affections High: Fantasi Craze Online Chronicles
Affections High: Days of Serenity - Daisuki~!

I think that's all for today. Oyasumi nasai~!

Today's song: CRESCENDO by Stella Quintet.

The 'Sworl'

Hola~! Hmm... Some sort of frequent comeback, am I? Hehe, something made me want to do a proper 'blogpost'. Well, being as straight as possible, here's the day:

Early AM.
God. I woke up very early today. I think it was around 3am. No, I'm not into Euro, sorry. You see, I woke up that early only to watch my 'soon-to-be' favourite anime - Myself;Yourself. Bought it myself for only 12 golds. Maybe planning to watch it again *early* in the morning.

School AM.
Chemistry class - a hell lot of craziness my friends and I have. (Thanks a lot Sir Junai!) We have smoke and fire in the class today. *WE PLAY WITH dangerous CHEMICALS* Pour 9mol of HCl on the hand. Burn 'still-wearing' shoes with ethanol. That's what we did today.
The rest of school hours were pretty normal.

Evening PM.
Uhh... I have tuition class as usual. There's one thing that made me ponder; who's that girl that attended the our class?
No, it's not what you think. It's *different*.

No-! The time - I have to go to sleep now! Wait for me, my anime~!

Today's song: Tears Infection by KAORI